I found this entry dated March 26th, 2007. The funny thing is that after this morning, it is as relevant today as it was then…

Entry Title: This weekend has taught me… IT’S TIME FOR A CHANGE!
On Friday, I had given up on life itself after what I believe is the worst day I’ve ever had at work. This has been an ongoing thing with me… I’m currently at a crossroads of my life, and I’ve been feeling very lost, both professionally and personally. I’ve been working many long, hard hours (many it seems have not been noticed by anyone but my pride), and have been coming home angry, depressed, tired or a combination of all three. I went home Friday night and cried for about four hours. Something had to change. My daughter and wife shouldn’t be responsible for bringing me back to normalcy every night. Things will have to change… even if it means making DRAMATIC CHANGES that will affect my entire family!

Something’s gotta give, but I’m afraid that it’s me…